I am tired. This time of the night it’s when I feel the full weight of the tiredness in me and that is the least to say; after an entire journey doing so many translations all day long, sitting in front of a computer, writing full speed, I get home, rest for 10 minutes and get ready to go to the gym.
I always try to eat well and hydrate a lot and be attentive to fruits and some extra things I can eat to increase the energy. I read somewhere that the pear is one of the fruits we must eat before the work out. The apple would be the ideal fruit for that but since I can’t have it, I replace it with the pear that is also good, it is not a straitjacket.
I haven’t eaten any fruits this week since I am kind of money-less and that makes things harder. Last week I did it to see how it might work and to tell the truth it is a great idea. This week that is halfway through I haven’t felt that my performance in the gym have diminished, all the contrary, I feel with more vigor every time to train like it should be always: hard and with discipline.
Something really curious happens. When I am at the gym I feel recharged, full of energy and will. I do my exercices and even though I get tired a bit always, which is natural, I don’t feel the debilitation like I couldn’t do anything more once I get out of there. Despite that I do really tough and demanding exercices, I feel strong. When I leave the gym, the change is brutal. An hour late I already feel super tired that I can’t even carry my own soul.
With that tiredness, sitting in the computer to check emails, facebook and write here is really an odyssey. Sometimes I think I am demanding too much from me and I should take things easy. The work I do, sitting there writing with no stops in front of a computer it’s really exhausting, and to make it worse when I finish I go to the gym to train. It sounds like I were training double time, wearing out the double.
I wish I found a product or food that helps me recover after all the hard work for a day. My brother says I must have the product he has, I think it is Cell Tech or something like that, I am not sure. He says that can really help me big time for the muscular recovery and the energy, which is what I need. I prefere go natural first, that’s why I am trying with fruits and things like that, even though I don’t do it every day.
I try to recall if before I ended this tired and I think not. After gym I could easily go somewhere else or do something else without feeling this exhausted, all the contrary. I have thought of doing a test and go somewhere after my work ouy to see what happens. Nothing should happen because the tiredness after training can’t be so inmobilizing, because if it were, then the people that train at 5 in the morning couldn’t handle their day jobs.
I am going to be attentive to what can happen the coming days. However, I know the current job I have for the moment is really exhausting. My back hurts, again, for all the translations I must do at the speed of light, type at the speed of light. I would like to know how many calories I burn there.

July 18th, 2012
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