The coming back?

It seems like I fear this. It’s been more than a year since the very last time I wrote here and, despite me telling myself that I will be back for a million times already, I didn’t do it. I still don’t understand what keept me from it, what that thing is that distanced me from my beloved blog, and maybe I don’t get to understand it but, what I do comprehend is that I must continue in the blogosphere.

I experience certain fear to write, when before I enjoyed it lots and it flowed succulently. My fingers have already gotten out of the habit of my eagerly writing mode in the computer ever since the ideas ran at unimaginable and unstoppable speeds. Ideas never stopped flowing but I was divided between wanting to blog and not being able to do so. I think it feels good to be back.

I think I thought of coming back  to the world of posts and blogging pretty much every day but I repeat, I don’t know what that natural or supernatural or alien thing was that restrained me from it. Blogging is fun, I always liked it, it was like an scape for me, total scape from so many things that happen in this life that simply need to be channeled somehow.

I have a ton of things I could possibly right about that I don’t know where to start. I have came with such ideas that I don’t know where I take them from. I guess one of my many personalities is to blame.

Well, time to take a deep breath and start readapting to this online world where I was a part once, and I still am but from another and different perspective.



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